I just want to be held. I just want to be caressed. I want to know that my love means more than a video game. Im a gamer myself and I can undestand the obsession. But I can’t say it doesn’t bother me. I feel invisible, I feel unwanted.
I’ve been reading and maybe my expectations are too high. But are they really when all I expect is affection from my loved one. Im affectionate and its true we are not alike. It crushes me. It belittles my self esteem. I love you and I dont want to feel as you dont love me. But the lack of action says alot. Makes me think alot. I guess Im just ranting to rant. I hold back the tears and smile as everything is fine, but inside I’m ready to crack.
How much is too much? Cause I feel as a I’ve reached that cap.
I am Fez in every conversation.Me.